Tuesday, October 21, 2008

War

Ok I've been thinking and it seems to me that this country (USA) is like a war zone. Every where I go I hear people talking and every one seems to be in a panic. We are all scared of what is going to happen next. I have started preparing my children for the worst but wishing for the best. Our country is up for sale the question is what country has the money to buy us all out? I have also decided to pull my self up and become up beat and try an focuse on the minute , I may lose every thing we have worked for but there is one thing that will never be taken from me and that is the love I have for my family and friends. Together we can do any thing.

How did this happen?

I am going crazy just thinking about how this wonderful country got in the shape that it is in.I have watched people that I would have never thought would lose there home lose it. I am very scared that I will be next,I can't eat ,I can't sleep, I cry all the time and I wonder how We got to this point. I was once a very happy person and now all I would like to do is just go to sleep and never wake up. My husband and I own a plumbing company and I tell you there is no work out there and no one is hiring at this time. We have taken all the savings we had and used it just to keep us up and running. There is no help in sight. You know what i think is so sad? It's the fact that there is no jobs here so my husband is going to go to Iraq to help build back what we destroyed. We have been married for 26 years and never been apart and all of a sudden we are faced with the fact that we may never see each other again. For what you may ask ,For the American dream? All I want is to be out of debt and owen my home but I am very sure thats not going to happen. What can I do !